My libido is indeed back (yay!) and last night I was able to put it to use for the first time in my post-BC life.
Hubs and I were finally done with days of collapsing directly into bed, being too tired from moving to a 4th floor walk up in late August in NYC.
It was a mind-switch from my whole life of not wanting to be pregs, to hoping we are a crazy anomaly and get a hole-in-one on this one.
Hubs asks me this morning: are you pregnant yet? and I brush it off like that would be absurd. But I hadn't been able to stop myself from wondering that all night, even though I know it's really REALLY REEEEAAAAALLLLLLY unlikely.
giddy.
Otherwise, I am feeling the lack of birth control in that I am a bit more emotional than usual. Feeling anxiety, crying a bit unexpectedly.
I also feel things in my gut working in ways that I haven't felt in years. I'm guessing that it's my ovaries.
Onwards!
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